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Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Fucked up family logic

I don't understand how can a woman put up with a cheating man...It's just a total fucked up logic.I mean who the hell would even date and marry a man whom wins you at arm wrestling....it's just crazy.I'm not even suprise me dad cheated on my mom,considering she's a bitch.

Since young I was never close to my parents....bc well they didn't give me the feeling of home.Well I'm a replacement for my dead elder brother/sister I guess it explains why.

If a kid at 5months old can choose to be closer to their grandparent than parents would already mean something isn't right....My granddad used to have a plantation which is nearly as big as 3bungalows and a huge fish farm so he was never home.My grandma quit her job as a school teacher and did home tuitoring instead so she could take care of my mom and aunt(at least they had a parent at home who cared).When I was a kid I was really really close to my grandparents,likewise my granddad treated me like I was his daughter instead.Like a princess.And bc I resembence my aunt,they took me as their own daughter.My mom has always been jealous of my aunt,bc my aunt is talented,hardworking,smart,(kinda)famous and has a perfect family all the more it causes my mom to hate me(even though she pretends like she doesn't).

but now...my grandparents said i have changed...I'm no longer the girl they knew.Just because I like bands....I just don't get this shit...I'm just done with everyone and everything....I won't even mind dying in my sleep without saying a single goodbye to anyone.Byes are never good.So there's nothing called Goodbye bc all it brings is pain